Faceless

To many it seems like the silent surveillance chief had absolutely no personality, however that was not at all true. He had a voice screaming from within that was begging to feel again. The war had shattered his emotions countless times and he had lost many that he had cared about. Normally he wouldn't even bother expressing his feelings because nobody seem to care but there seemed to be a reason to this time. A femme named Crystalline had been captured and he had been ordered to befriend her Just so she would tell him all her secrets. despite it being a task Without her to talk to it felt like he didn't exist. 

The pink femme crawled over to the side of the cage and sat down. She was used to his regular visits by now. Soundwave didn't know why but for some reason  had become attached to her. Amongst everyone else the board nemesis he felt like he was forgotten. He didn't feel like he was ever his self nor would it be that way ever again. 

Soundwave sat down in front of the cage and watch her quietly. He wasn't one for talking but just being in her presence made him feel like you had somebody to talk to. He felt so hollow inside, he was fallen and faceless.

Was he really okay? No. he felt like he was dead inside. There was no way to replace his feelings. He looked at her and would have smiled slightly if he was only to take off his mask.

There were many shadow is growing in his mind, he couldn't leave them behind. He would give anything just to feel again. Opening the cage door getting up from the dirty floor he got into the cage with her and sat down. As he did he felt like there was a monster inside of him. Trapped in his body just like he was in this cage, from that second that she sat down next to him he could've sworn he saw a die. He hoped this brief time together would save him from nothing that he had become.

That was 100% something that he would never say. It was completely unlike himself, Soundwave had just asked her to come and sit on his lap. Not that she had a problem with that, she thought he was rather handsome despite not having a face. He was in deed… Faceless.

Soundwave is very surprised when she instantaneously got up and sat right in his lap resting her head on his chest. He didn't care if anyone walked in right now the feelings we just passed right through him for he was hollow inside.

He had no idea what to say or do. Both of them had been through great pain in the war. It appeared as though they were both faceless with no feelings whatsoever and nothing left on the for.

She whispered his name. It didn't seem like there was any point, nobody remembered them any more. They were nameless. Until they had faces with emotions they would be hopeless.

He whispered back. Then she moved forward towards his face and lifted off his mast revealing part of his mouth where she placed a deep kiss on it. For the first time ever he felt emotions pouring though him as he wrapped his arms around her and kissed back. In that very moment it seems like nothing in the world mattered. Felt amazing to finally show some emotions to someone who really cared. Soundwave had always thought that the negative side of any autobot was that they cared, it didn't seem like that any more.

To lean forwards and gave him a nuzzle. There was a new feeling that the Mech had for this femme. Could it be love? It felt like he was able to live again

Soundwave looked down at her with a blank expression on his face. Just like before. she wanted her to run away with him? But that would mean abandoning everything that he believed in. It was a very tempting offer there wasn't much to do here any more.

Those emotions boiled over again as she stared into where she assumed his optics were. 

She was completely shocked by how easily he agreed to join her. Perhaps he was sick of living with no motions. With her he could be as free as he wanted.